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Regrets by ~yoriku:iconyoriku:



Watching, as time passes me by
Feeling alone through it all
I've again let myself feel
And again, I've let myself hurt

I know that I'd let her into my heart
By chance, I had wandered into hers
My hand, reaching out, out for another
That hand, that welcoming grasp

Hoping, standing strong with faith
Wanting more than anything, to be there
To hold her against me,
Feel her heart beat
Know her true self, and mine too

Somehow, it just doesn't want to end
The pain, the suffering, the love
Even as much as it hurts, I like it
I want to feel it, to know it's real

This world, it looks down on me
This love, it shouldn't be
I've lost this battle once before
I can't lose it again, not again

Standing here, waiting for her
Holding my arms open,
Hoping she comes back
I want to keep her close, close to me
Close to my heart, where she should be

I worry about regrets, the pains she feels
I can't see her sorrows, they hurt me too
This world, closing in on us, on this
The relationship that is wrong, yet right

Why must I feel this way about her
Why does this world taunt me so
This world, swallowing me into it's heart
I know, that if I give up, I've lost

So I reach out for her
Hoping for her to stay
To stay near to me, next to me
To know that she loves me too
Just as much as I, as much as I love her
©2005-2008 ~yoriku
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To those who know what's going on, yea... this is that. I'm lost in the world, lost in pains. I've finally started to like someone new, only to find that she's lost in her own world... a world of pains and sorrows, too. So I stand here, my arms open for her, hoping that she'll stay near, but I know, that as much as I hope, the world loves to tease me, so I'll probably lose her, just like I've lost everyone else before her. I know that this probably won't stay up very long, but... it gives you all a chance to see that I am still alive. Sorry for this random spree of depressing poetry. Someday, I'll have to write something that's cheery and post it... Thanks for reading. =/

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~nahzy:iconnahzy: Mar 23, 2005, 12:29:13 PM
Aw. Wow. <3

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Cry, you'll only wet your own face. Laugh, the world will laugh with you.
~Calef:iconCalef: Mar 23, 2005, 2:49:17 PM
That made me cry,...

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All I feel is hollow and bruised,
Used up and misused,
Forced to be someone I don't want to be.
~Cascader:iconCascader: Mar 23, 2005, 5:29:02 PM
Wow...
Hope you feel better... I'm.. here.. although, I know I'm not the one you want to be there.. I am...

Really well written.. I told you, you are a good writer...Althought you may not take that in the best way.

:hug:

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:frog: Ribbit!!!
~yoriku:iconyoriku: Mar 23, 2005, 8:26:46 PM
Heh... thanks? =/
~yoriku:iconyoriku: Mar 23, 2005, 8:28:08 PM
I know you're here... thanks...
~tag-zero:icontag-zero: Mar 24, 2005, 1:58:58 AM
Your beautiful and so is this piece of work. Opening yourself up takes courage and if you lose you can become a stronger person and learn from the experience and if you win, well your a lucky man. Love you my big brother :hug:
Leenz :hug:

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When Tess had passed over the crest of the hill he turned to go his own way, and did not know that he loved her still.